Well let's start out with the validation comment. I don't need anybody's validation. I don't really care if you can out-shoot me or not. I shoot against myself, always have. I am the only person I have to beat. As mentioned before, I like to put tiny little groups in as close to the center of the target as possible. It's my thing, and I will continue to try to make 3 or 5 shot groups that are a ragged one hole. That is what makes me happy. I also know that when hunting, if I miss the target it's not the rifles fault, it means that I blew it, which sometimes does happen. What I would like is to have someone else out at the range shooting at the same time, but them doing their thing while I do mine. Plain and simple. I like Deerfield not only because its the most cost effective club in the area, but the ranges are open 7 days a week, 8am to sunset. I do my shooting weekdays, various times. I leave the weekends to others.
As for shooting toys, I have a few, and they change on a somewhat regular basis. I don't shoot anything exotic. I don't shoot chassis guns. All of my rifles are stocked with wood or composites and in a conventional style that has been around at least since I was a young woman and most likely longer.
As for the question about still supporting the direction of this country. Based on the above and 30 years of service I think you pretty much know the answer to that question. Not into discussing politics, especially here.
Firearms and ammo are never a waste of money unless you buy crappy firearms, and there are many some that even cost a lot and shoot terrible. Crappy ammo is also available in both cheap or very expensive versions. Ammo can be either good or bad, doesn't matter who makes it or what it costs and what shoots good in one gun may not shoot well in others. In the end it's all fun trying to put together something out of the box that you can get to shoot well.